Let Go My Soul and Trust in Him
So today, I was once again looking at our subdivision page on
Facebook for updates on our house, and kept seeing pics of waist deep water on
streets nearby. I saw the bravery of some of our neighbors who were
walking around trying to help people if they were in the houses of the waist
high water. However, seeing these pictures and not being there to see the
damage on our house has been disturbing to say the least.
I am still amazed that God allowed us to move to Knoxville
literally a week before the hurricane. He also took my cousin and her family to
the other side of the world to adopt their baby boy. I am grateful that
we moved here, we’re safe, and have all our possessions – save one… The house.
Yes, it’s a big possession. Yes we were about to close the end
of this month. Yes, I am focusing on the ‘what ifs’ of this large,
needing-to-be-paid-for possession.
We went to church, and God spoke in a big way – about scattering
seed. He gave me peace about what our calling truly is – people. And I left excited
and ready to go… Then I decided to check Facebook again, and there was a video
of a home where the ceiling fell in, and the house flooded.
My mind immediately went back to the big possession that we
cannot see or return to for sometime. We don’t know if it flooded or
didn’t. I put Facebook away and decided I wanted to hear some Jesus music
so I turned on the Christian radio station.
With my heart burdened for everything going on in Wilmington, my
friends without power, friends with trees on both of their cars, people stuck
upstairs in their house because the bottom is full of water – I needed to hear
from the Lord.
So the second I turned on the radio, I heard these words of a
song… ‘Let go my soul and trust in Him, the waves and wind still know His
name….” Isn’t this referencing the very scripture He gave me earlier? He knows
how to speak to our hearts, He knows when to speak, and He comes at the perfect
time - to remind us - He is there, and the winds and waves obey Him. (Matthew
8:27)
What choice do I have? I can sit, worry and imagine dark and
terrible outcomes; or I can let go my soul and trust in Him. I know we
think of the storms of life being hard situations we face… Just never thought
it would be a literal ‘storm.’
So, what now? I urge you to keep praying for those who are
there. Power is out, it’s hot, no fridge, no stove, no air condition … Water
everywhere and more to come. Pray for those who left, pray for their homes,
their families, their possessions. Pray for the rain to stop. Pray that looters
stay away. Pray for the money that will be needed to repair and rebuild. Pray
for the first responders that have been working endless hours to rescue and
help any way they can. Pray for the leaders of the communities, as they have to
make major decisions in the next few days. Pray for those who can’t return home
and have to spend money and time away from home, from work, living in hotels,
family homes, and friends houses.
Pray. God answers prayers. We need His comfort, peace and His
presence.
Psalm 34 & 37
I love you! ❤️
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