Fresh Perspective

Genesis 41:1 ‘Two full years later…’

Has God given you a fresh perspective lately? I’m not talking a new outlook or a new determination… I am talking – perspective.

I have been studying Joseph in Genesis – and God has me right in between Chapters 40 and 41. That may not seem like much… but it’s the two years that span between the time Joseph interprets the dream for the chief cup-bearer and the dreams for Pharaoh. So much changed in that time, but not much happened…

‘What do you mean?’ you ask… Let me tell you.

Joseph is in prison for a crime he did not commit…Before that he was sold into slavery and right before that, Joseph’s brothers had betrayed him, thrown him into a well and told his father he was dead.

Poor, poor Joseph (that’s from Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dream Coat – for all you musical theater buffs…)

But that really was a long line of tough situations. Have you been there? Walking roads that just don’t seem to end?

Well – as I said – Joseph had been in prison. He had been there a while when he got the opportunity to interpret a dream for the Chief Cup-Bearer and Chief Baker (who were also in prison). Joseph used the opportunity to ask the cup-bearer to remember him when he left the prison. I often wonder if this was a desperate action of a man who had lost hope, and was seeing if man could help him, since God hadn't gotten him out of the situation yet. I’ve been trying to look at this from Joseph’s perspective. He had two dreams at age 17 about his brothers, and parents bowing down to him. Joseph had been waiting a while to see this dream come true… but how in the world could it when he is in prison for a crime he didn't commit? I would say he felt at the end of his rope. He’s using his talents and gifts for God, and he’s succeeding, but he’s still in a prison.

So after his attempt to get the cup-bearer to remember him, it failed. The word tells us that he forgot all about Joseph. So Joseph is back to waiting. Waiting for hope, waiting for change, waiting.

What does God do in the waiting? Sometimes I wonder if He is waiting for us. Waiting for us to realize who is really in control. Waiting for us to let go of the reigns. Waiting for us to realize the best way to the next chapter of life is to let God have ultimate control. Let Him shape, let him lead. See – I have been in that two years. I believe God gave me a moment of an open door, and I didn't like the instructions of how to walk through that door. He gave me clear directions – run and jump on (that moving train I talked about in the last blog.) However, I wanted another way to get onto that train. I tried several options instead of running alongside and jumping. Well – I never got on. And here we are… two full years later – with the same instructions.

What’s difference between now, and two full years ago? My perspective. Why would there be any better way than God’s way?

I needed a little humbling. I needed the last few inches of my stubborn will to finally give and say – Ok Lord… You are God. I am sorry for doing things my way, and just pouting about it. What do you want me to do?

Well – he used a friend to bring back the exact same instructions I received before –  a quick kick in the pants and now- I’m running to jump on the train.

So back to Genesis Chapter 40 - Joseph is in the waiting… Completely forgotten by the cup-bearer.

But that next chapter, chapter 41, it happens.

He gets a call to come interpret a dream. But not just for a cup-bearer. (Don’t we think too small?)

This dream was for Pharaoh himself. God was opening that door.

What changed? You got it. Perspective. We now have a fully compliant, obedient Joseph. The kind of man that is needed to be second in command under Pharaoh. The Joseph from two full years earlier wasn't ready.

This Joseph is.

So I ask. Do you have a fresh perspective?

Now.

Have you ever come to the moment where the thing you've been wanting is almost there? That answer to the prayer you have prayed for years - It’s at your fingertips and the only thing holding you back is you?

I had a friend speak truth to me. She said… “God wants you to do this, and I think you are running from it.’

Wow – a lifelong dream – and I am standing in my own way.

The Lord is giving me confirmation through His word - and I bet He is for you too. I love 2 Corinthians 6:2. In this verse, Paul is reminding us about what God had previously done in the time of favor and is saying ‘now’ is the time of favor again. 

2 Corinthians 6:2 (NLT) For God says, "At just the right time, I heard you. On the day of salvation, I helped you." Indeed, the "right time" is now. Today is the day of salvation.

Knowing this is the right time gives us confidence to move into what God is doing.  But if you need an extra little push - like my friend gave me - read this verse in 'the message ' translation.

2 Corinthians 6:2 (MSG) Well, now is the right time to listen, the day to be helped. Don’t put it off; don’t frustrate God’s work by showing up late...

Wow - what better way to put it then saying ‘don't put it off.’  God is moving now and we can choose to jump on board or watch the train go by.

I have recently been reading an incredible book about choices in life. Without trying to restate the book- just know that the lead girl is watching a group of brave people travel around - they travel by train- jumping off at their stop and jumping on when leaving; however, the train never stops. They have to run up to speed of the train and then jump on or off while it's moving.

I kind of see this as how we participate in God’s work. It's moving fast and when the time comes for us to join - we must run alongside and jump on. It does require a sense of fearlessness and courage. And sometimes - no looking back.

The question becomes - what do you want to do? Jump on a moving train to the land God is placing before you? Or, do you sit and watch it go by until you are comfortable with jumping on? (Which I don’t know if we’ll ever be comfortable with that…)

I say jump.

What have you go to lose?

Treasure Box...

Today I was in my office and noticed a sold sign on my trunk in the corner of my office. I had purchased the trunk and never had removed the sign – even though I had been using the trunk. Upon looking in the trunk I ran across a plethora of items. Some treasured items I wanted to keep in a safe place; some items I needed to stick somewhere in a hurry. I found some items that I put in there for later that I thought was important. And I found some items that are just trash that I hadn’t taken the time to go through.

Then it hit me….

Our Treasure boxes (trunks) are like our hearts. It’s a place to keep things – many things. Some valuable, some trash – our job is to keep our hearts ‘cleaned out’ just like our trunks. It’s easy to drop things in our trunk, to keep out of the way, or to save for Later.

What is in our hearts? The good, the bad and the ugly.

Have you had a heart cleanse lately? I don’t think we realize the magnitude of what’s in our hearts. Past relationships, past hurts, promises unfulfilled, dreams, passions, Episodes of our favorite TV show. What is littered in our hearts?

I went to the Word of God to find out a little more about the subject. Here are the verses that came up…

Luke 2:19 ‘But Mary treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart.’

Luke 6:45 ‘A good man brings good things out of the good stored up in his heart, and an evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in his heart. For the mouth speaks what the heart is full of.’

Psalm 119:11 ‘I have hidden your word in my heart that I might not sin against you.’

Proverbs 4:23 ‘Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it.’

Matthew 6:21 ^‘For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.’

Do you see that what’s in your heart, is what comes out of you? If you pondered and kept the word of God in your heart – imagine what would flow forth? You would have wisdom for your daily circumstances. You would have peace knowing who has it under control. You would have words ready for friends in need. You would have knowledge of a Heavenly Father who loves you.

Imagine this knowledge at your fingertips – instead of fleeting knowledge of the world that can be taken away.

I leave you with this thought… Whatever is in your heart – your treasure box… your life – it may be a great time for a spring cleaning.

Matthew 6:19-21 (KJV)

¹⁹ Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth, where moth and rust doth corrupt, and where thieves break through and steal:

²⁰ But lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and where thieves do not break through nor steal:

²¹ For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.

Phoneless

Luke 8:4-15

Last night, I left my phone at work. About half way home I realized this… I told my husband who was driving, and he almost turned around. It took a few seconds to realize it wasn’t going to be worth the trouble, so we went home. As we drove, I actually got excited about the possibility of not having the thing tied to me. I then realized – I would have no phone calls, no texts, no emails, no one demanding my time, no push notifications. I was exhilarated. What could I do with an entire evening free? I remembered Mel Gibson’s great quote – ‘FREEDOM!!!!’ (In a Scottish accent…)

I got home, picked a movie to watch, and something to read - I had 4 hours of free time ahead of me.  Just before I settled into my movie, I went to grab my phone to see what time it was. It wasn’t there. Oh yeah I thought, Freedom! I then realized no one could get a hold of me. What if I was needed, what if something wasn’t finished at work? What if someone had a question?

What kind of state do we live in when we are anxious about not having the ability to instantly connect? I worried about someone NOT being able to get a hold of me. Wait. They could get my husband if they wanted me…Good - what about work?  It could wait until tomorrow. Ok. How do I set an alarm to get up? What did people do before cell phones? (AARGH)

So what did people do before cell phones? Internet? TV?

Well – they lived. They enjoyed their spouse. They went to the library. They sat outside and talked. I have become so busy, that I don’t even have time to watch the TV show that I DVR’ed.

Isn’t it time to get back to life? I realized I hadn’t even studied lately for a new revelation from God. I used to do that all the time - Study to find out what His word meant – what the original Greek or Hebrew said about His truths. Do I not have time for God’s truth? Do I not have time to join with the One who made the Heavens and the Earth? No wonder I’m exhausted, depressed and searching. I forgot to go back to the One Who Is. He is my everything, my sustainer, my all. I forgot. How could I? And replace Him with a phone?

Luke 8:14 says ‘The seed that fell among thorns stands for those who hear, but as they go on their way they are choked by life's worries, riches and pleasures, and they do not mature.’

One of my biggest lessons came from an incredible simulcast I attended in Brooklyn. Luke 8:4-15 was the focus. The emphasis was that the seed was also the word of God. It explains how believers hear the word, and the reasons they lose perspective. I believe verse 18 is an especially troubling truth of our time. The word of God, the promises of God are choked out by life’s worries, riches and pleasures. The result is clear…’They do not mature.’ How sad. It’s a great ploy. Keep believers where they are, comfortable or worried about life’s cares… and suddenly the believer has no impact on the Kingdom. We have lost our impact. Its effect is subtle. We don’t even realize that we aren’t growing, maturing or learning. We are focused on the present and on the circumstances.

I think it’s time to claim our life back. Put down the phone, the computer, the TV. Pick up the Word. Go to the one who holds our hands. He has our circumstances under control. Just go to Him. You don’t need a reason. Seek Him. 'Draw near to Him and He will draw near to you' (James 4:8.)

Let’s see what He has in store. We won’t know until we stop focusing on our plans and start focusing on His. Want an adventure? Just let go! You never know where He is going to take you… It may just be Asheville (or New York…) or England… The sky’s the limit! Or is it????

'For nothing is impossible with God.' (Luke 1:37.)

New Beginings

Wow - where has time gone? It's been a long time since my last post - and a lot can happen in a year. We have now moved our lives to North Carolina. The Lord has called Joe to be the worship pastor and we are excited. Our roller coaster roads have been a 'set-up' by God to bring us to Asheville.

A year and a half ago, when we were in the midst of the worst time with mom's illness, a sweet girl gave me the verse - Habakkuk 1:5. It reads "The LORD replied, "Look around at the nations; look and be amazed! For I am doing something in your own day, something you wouldn't believe even if someone told you about it.' What's funny about this is that it spoke truth. None of me believed that something 'new' was happening. In my eyes, I saw sadness, anxiety, endings, devastation. God, on the other hand, was aligning events that all led to the path that we are on now. I didn't see that selling mom's house and downsizing our own would result in that fact that God was moving us to Asheville. He knew it would be quick, and we wouldn't have time to accomplish everything; So, God took care of  it in advance.

Our pastor just preached a sermon and mentioned, 'the just shall live by faith.' Sometimes you never know the meaning of living by faith until you walk a road - and you can't see where you are going. God certainly helped me to understand walking without seeing this past year. The difference in my anxiety and peace was trust. Why couldn't I trust that God was working things out? Why couldn't I have confidence that He was in this for me? Because I was walking by sight.

The blessing is that God is merciful. In my lack of faith, He still accomplished His purpose. Why? #1 - He is God. #2 - I believe that in His graciousness, He knew my husband and I wanted to do what He wanted for us. We happened to exercise and tiny bit of faith. The Lord Himself tells us that if you had faith even as small as a mustard seed, you could say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it would move. Nothing would be impossible.(Math 17:20) I don't know about you, but I saw what God accomplished with a little bit of faith. Could you imagine what He could do with a mustard seed of faith? A whole mountain would move! Jesus ends that verse with the words - 'Nothing would be impossible.'

What are the possibilities of 'Nothing would be impossible?' Maybe it's time to ask God to move mountains. He may just be doing something you wouldn't believe - even if someone told you about it...Shouldn't we exercise our faith more?

 

Here's to New Beginnings - let's get a jump start on it, before the New Year comes.

Ask.

Matthew 7:7 -Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you

 Decisions:

What hospital? What nursing home? Do we sale her home? Do we go on Medicaid? What about her dog? Her money?

So many decisions.  My brain hurts… I have been running around trying to decide, to call and cancel, to go where I need to be, stay where I need to be. To be.

I am so tired of decisions. I don’t want to make another choice.

So when I finally hit bottom (again…) I realize… God has it. He makes the decisions for us if we let Him.  He has a plan laid out if we relax and trust.  For me, it’s trying to figure out when to relax. It’s so hard to leave mom at the hospital – knowing she’s sick, but there is only so much ‘I’ can do.  The Lord has to bring me -once again- to the end of myself to let Him work.

I don’t know how this is going to turn out. I don’t know where to go next, or what to do.  I just want Him to take over and do this. I can’t anymore.  Sometimes – we hear about God and how He carries us.  We want that, but do we truly want that?  We can’t be carried by Him, until we are at the end of ourselves or our situation.  Sometimes I wish I wasn’t so ‘hard headed’ as to need these situations to bring me to the end of myself.

My encouragement to you:   God will answer, He will carry, He will lead… We just have to let Him.  Take it from me.  Let Him lead you now, before you absolutely have nowhere to turn.  Or, would you experience God – as He is – if we weren’t in the ship, in the storm, seeing Him walk on the water?  (Matthew 14:22-33) Would we ask Him to come to us if we weren’t at the end of ourselves? Oh, that we would.

Ask and it shall be given you, seek and you will find, knock, and the door will be opened unto you.  This is truth. Are you willing to believe? To ask Him and dare to watch Him work? He will.  Let go.  Let Him.

The never ending story…

Ex. 3:7-8 ‘And the Lord said, I have surely seen the affliction of my people who are in Egypt, and have heard their cry because of their taskmasters and oppressors; for I know their sorrows and sufferings and trials. And I have come down to deliver them out of the hand and the power of the Egyptians, and to bring the up out of that land to a land good and large, a land flowing with milk and honey (a land of plenty)

I have never quite been on such an emotional rollercoaster as this year. One minute we are eating a meal, the next second, we get a call that we are headed to the hospital with mom again. Then we are in ICU and out of ICU, then we are in a nursing home for 1.5 days, and back to hospital due to high fever and chills. I have never treasured the simple moments with friends and family like I have now. I have never had to accept food from friends, or help cleaning…. This is hard.

I keep hearing songs about storms or hurricanes. I read devotions about building faith during trials. I hear people counseling me about going through these times to build to lean to learn to do this and that. And dang it… I’m over it all. I’m over walking through a colorless hallway with beeping noises and people screaming out. Or being ignored at a desk trying to find out which room my mother is in since no one told me she was out of ICU. I’m tired of the smell of this place. I’m tired of IVs and people gathering blood -waking us up at 3 am trying to find a vein. Now I love my vampire movies, but today when they had to give her blood intravenously… I’m reaching my last straw. However, I do find a little joy in my mother calling the blood gatherers vampires…

I talked to my husband and told him I was tired of this and I was going to pray differently. I did not want sit down and lean into the storm and wait for the waves to pound – they are pounding anyway. So- I cried out to Jesus. I have nowhere to turn, no clue what to do, and I don’t like this storm. I need help.

Do you know what happened?

He brought peace. Mom is where she needs to be. I am where I need to be. I don’t understand this road, but I want Jesus at my side helping me. Every problem we’ve encountered, he’s provided a solution and a direction – we just have to wait for Him to provide. Jehovah Jireh – my provider.

If there is anything I can encourage you to do – it’s get to know Him. We hear about who He is but do we know Him?